i feel like i only come on here to be sad now but things are getting dark. being back home did not turn out like the big sigh of relief i’d expected. everyone i’ve reached out to, to connect, has pushed me away and i am struggling to understand what it is that is so inherently terrible about me that nobody ever wants to keep me close. i’m so sorry for everything that i did or did not do. i’m sorry guys and i’m sorry darcy that i couldn’t save you. it should’ve been me.

i am trying to not be anything, i’ll just listen to the birds

vviirgo:

thinkingcancausedeath:

I didn’t want to fall in love, not at all. But at some point you smiled and, holy shit, I blew it.

-fallinginlove